hi guyssss . its been forever since ive been on, the main reasons probably being the fact i gave up on life, i was going through alot and i just didnt have time to go on here. but i am back and im probably gona keep coming on regularly noww. soo currently i am 110lbs 5'4"ish and this is disgusting. how do i even live with myself, its gross. i am definitely not totally anorexic, altho i was in like 8th grade. i am kinda bulimic. .. basically, i only eat when im forced to, and when i have to eat ill throw it up . i also take diet pills that i found in my house but i think my parents caught on tht i was stealing them because they moved the bottle of the pills. so i only have like 10 left and im so scared cause in a couple days it will be gone and i seriously dont know what im going to do. my goal weight is : i dont really have one, lol .. it is until im happy with my body which i hope will be around 90 ish pounds. but i think im gona make my frist goal weight 100lbs and ill try to give myself about week to get there. i just feel like no matter what i do i dont get skinnier. ill loose the weight but i still feel fat ugh. well i gotta go i have so much homework to do and i just feel gross from dinner, i dont think that i got all the food out when i purged
stay strong everyoneeeee . i care about you all even if we never met. please message me or somethign if you evr needa talk. Current Mood: discontent
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