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hi guyssss . its been forever since ive been on, the main reasons probably being the fact i gave up on life, i was going through alot and i just didnt have time to go on here. but i am back and im probably gona keep coming on regularly noww.
soo currently i am 110lbs 5'4"ish and this is disgusting. how do i even live with myself, its gross. i am definitely not totally anorexic, altho i was in like 8th grade. i am kinda bulimic. .. basically, i only eat when im forced to, and when i have to eat ill throw it up . i also take diet pills that i found in my house but i think my parents caught on tht i was stealing them because they moved the bottle of the pills. so i only have like 10 left and im so scared cause in a couple days it will be gone and i seriously dont know what im going to do.
my goal weight is : i dont really have one, lol .. it is until im happy with my body which i hope will be around 90 ish pounds. but i think im gona make my frist goal weight 100lbs and ill try to give myself about week to get there.
i just feel like no matter what i do i dont get skinnier. ill loose the weight but i still feel fat ugh.
well i gotta go i have so much homework to do and i just feel gross from dinner, i dont think that i got all the food out when i purged

stay strong everyoneeeee . i care about you all even if we never met. please message me or somethign if you evr needa talk.
 

Current Mood: discontent discontent

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im just gona update on my stats cause they changed
height- 5'4"
HW-116
CW-103
LW-95
GW-90

i just started a fast today and i havent eaten anything yet todayyy :)
i can finally fit into my old size 0 jeans!
none of my friends knwo i have an eating disorderrr but ik they suspect something.

ok thats alllllll 

thinkthin<3333

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5'3"
cw- 106lbs
gw- 93lbs


hi im ana. i havent been on lj in so long.   
im bulimic/anorexic. 
i hate purgingggg but its a bad habit. 
right now im on a fast til tomorrow night i have a party to go to and i wana look good.
i exercise every day, i run cross country.
and im hoping by thanksgiving ill reach my goal weightt :)
anyone with similar stats wana talk?
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wow guys this diet is really working ever since i made this lj thing im loosing weight.
guess how much i weigh now?
GUESSSSSSS!
107. 
yes
107.
110 yesterday
113 day before.

im definitely feeling skinnier. 


iloveyouguys<3


i love your supporttt:):):):)

WOOOOHOOO
but i hafta go lol. 
home work. =/. 

Current Mood: cold cold

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i lost weight!!!!
i am now 110.
:))
woohoooooooooo
only 10 more til 100!!!
:):)):))

im so happy.
i decided im not gona eat tomorrow.



well i g2g do homeowrkkkk which SUCKS.
kpayceeeeeeeeeee<3

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hi. im new here. and im making this to help me reach my goal of loosing 15lbs. i am anorexic. currently i weigh 115. i really want to get to 100. i am starting my fast tomorrow. i really need support now. i dont know who to talk to .. thats why i made this journal thing. here is some history on me.. i used to be a hardcore anorexic/bulimic. my friends found out and i had to stop. now i am back and i really want this. now i am a struggling anorexic. all i had to eat today was rice. hopefully i can get out of dinner. 


well bye for now:)

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